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marchstragiclie's Journal

Created on 2006-06-12 19:42:15 (#10437231), last updated 2006-07-03

4 comments received, 14 comments posted

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Name:marchstragiclie
Birthdate:11-02
Location:New Orleans, Louisiana, United States
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"when i closed my eyes. i could barely see the light. i felt out to the edge of the track. first off, to the left. then to the right. why take a chance? why risk surviving this crash? i could feel it in my feet. then in the knees. then in the stomach. i think i hear--screeching and blowing. my eyes fail--screeching and blowing. and force themselves open--screeching and blowing. why take a chance? why risk surviving this crash? i think the engine said, i think the engine said. i think i made that up. i think i made that up. we are animals, driven by desires. we are consumed, buying their picture of happiness. we deal in lives, trading people like things. we are machines, turning emotions off and on like a switch. and when i close my eyes, i can barely see the light. feel out into darkness: nothing--nothing. there is no one to catch me: just me--just me. and somehow this feels right. this is a break from relentless give and take. this is a break, a chance to move on. this is a time of silence, of silence and peace. alone inside my head."
-04.08.03 by dear diary, i seem to be dead

"and this is what scares me: it's more than just comfort to me, or how your hand fits in mine so perfectly. it's in the sensation of butterflies. and my heart beats faster than their wings do. i am not one person; i am torn. but i'll give in if you give in.

all i ever wanted is to be loved. to have another; to have and to hold. this is not where i wanted to fall. will i ever make it right? this fear of being alone.

take it. leave it. throw it all away.
just lead me with your stare and i'll follow you anywhere.

lights out. hold tight.
to have and to hold."
-"all things equal" by eu tu brute
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